Torn(ado)

I feel like I have a tornado inside of me.
In 24h I'm taking off from London, and here I am, far from packed...

It's 15th September, and I am torn.
The excitement over my trip and this whole adventure is tumbling around inside of me, bubbling, fizzing, oozing and so much more.
Yet, I have a heavy heart.
It's dad's birthday, or it should've been, if he hadn't been taken away from me too soon. I wish he was here. I miss him everyday, but on a day like this, before my adventure, and his b-day, I miss him even more.

On a positive note, I have recieved many encouraging greetings, and kind words from people around me.
Thank you all for being so supportive in regards to my trip.